Ask HN: What is it like to be old? What advice would you give to younger people?

247 points by AnonHP ↗ HN
Older people can remember what it was like to be young. Younger people, on the other hand, cannot know first hand what it is to be or grow old. They can only see others around them and get some sense of the struggles, imagining themselves to be immune to those.

In your experience, what is it like to be or grow old (whatever your definition of old is) from the physical health aspect and the general frailty of the aging human body?

What are the health related struggles that have come into your life or have gotten worse because of increased age and how have you dealt with them?

With your experience and knowledge, what would you advise younger people (or even your own younger self of decades past, if you could)?

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Be cognizant of phony social pretexts. I can remember everybody saying I needed to go to college. I did but I don’t college to be a software developer. Go to college not because of some bullshit social pretext but because you honestly want an expanded education.

Do the hard things first. Hard things get easier with practice but practice takes time. The easy things remain easy regardless of practice and just rob you of the time required by the hard things.

survivorship bias
Good point. But really, all advice from older persons to younger persons carries a strong element of survivorship bias. The data are biased but RCT studies are not practical so it's reasonable to use what we have (recognizing the limitations of our data, as you pointed out).
I don’t believe survivorship bias applies... yet. Even though I do have a bachelors degree (not computer science) I barely graduated high school. Even still I am doing well as a senior developer having surpassed many of my peers. Yet many of the strongest developers I have worked with personally are also self taught. I believe that once I take my peers into consideration there is a frequent reproducible pattern.

It becomes survivorship bias when I become more specific and speak to what works versus what does not, particularly in contrast to common faulty social expectations.

I think growing old in 1900 is diff from growing old in 2020. I don’t think these are experiences that translate well over time and place.

‘What advice would I give my younger self’ also doesn’t compute. Because that would mean that I would end up with entirely different life experience and the person giving the advice would not exist as they would have changed. In sci fi, this would be the classic causal loop/temporal paradox time travel dilemma.

If this is about health, you are better off obtaining a DNA report and go through the high risk illnesses you have inherited with your physician. I did this and was able to identify a few things missed by my previous maternal units. Some of them probably died because one mutation was undiagnosed.

From a dietary perspective, follow the grandmother diet. Eat what your longest living ancestors lived. It helps if you haven’t migrated far off.

P.S: Don’t rely on dna ancestry reports migrations. I am South East Asian and ancestry report suggested that I had a Finnish ancestor. I doubt if I can follow the Sami diet. In California. So there is that...

My suggestion is to draw a family tree for upto 4-7 generations. 7 is ideal but would be tough for most.

Yep, people completely get confused about "cohort" vs "age".

"Cohort" is the year you are born. This might make you a Baby Boomer, X, Y, Z, ... You keep your cohort throughout your life.

The cohort who got physics PhD's prior to 1968 got jobs in the field easily (e.g. most were good at physics, it didn't matter how good you were at musical chairs); after 1968 the job situation changed (you certainly were good at music chairs.) This is a function of when you were born.

Does anyone know how to learn more about one's DNA for the purpose OP suggested, in a way that respects privacy?
“In a way that respects privacy” is very difficult. There are companies (Dante Labs for instance), which will do comprehensive genetic testing (full genome sequencing), but privacy is complex. Once the data exists, it’s very hard to un-exist it.
I would highly recommend avoiding Dante Labs. I had a terrible experience with them. There were extreme delays, lasting many months. When I requested the full genome be sent to me, they insisted the only way to do it was a hard drive. This hard drive was sent from Italy to California. On its way, it was seized by customs in Mumbai, who opened it and re-sealed it. The package arrived in tatters, and based on my analysis of the genome with the appropriate reference, it appeared to be someone else's genome. Many of the SNPs disagreed with a later 23andme report I got, which I assume is more accurate.
> ‘What advice would I give my younger self’ also doesn’t compute. Because that would mean that I would end up with entirely different life experience and the person giving the advice would not exist as they would have changed. In sci fi, this would be the classic causal loop/temporal paradox time travel dilemma.

Are you actually worried that speculating about your younger self might accidentally erase you from the sands of time? We don't actually have a way of delivering our advice to our past selves, so the activity seems mostly harmless.

When asking this question, I assume the many worlds theory and giving advice to my past self would simply break off into a new branch. I’d still exist the same but his life might be different.
actually, if time travel exists..you wouldn't be aware of it. especially if one of your descendants visited you.
Take care of your body.

People matter. Learn how to interact well with them. Yes, it matters that you be yourself, and that you hold to what is true, but don't use either of those as an excuse to be clumsy (or worse, brutal) with people.

Even things like clothes matter, because they're part of how we interact with people.

This reminds me of the time I interviewed for a developer job at a young startup (college dropouts and just-grads), and the interviewer asked me, age 26, "what is like to be so old?"

Given time, you'll see.

I distinctly remember, at age 19, not being able to imagine what it would be like to be old — like, 25.
My elementary school teachers were real old women. Like 20.
Trust no one, just because you work well with someone doesn’t mean they like you.
especially dont trust those you don't like that say "you should trust me"
I'd like to suggest a more optimisic alternatve:-

Trust - but take care in who.

I take the opposite, trust first, treat others like you want the best for them.

Be so detached from material goods that it would be hard for someone to hurt you, intentionally or not.

Both are the same mindset. Trust but limit the damage is the same as not really trusting.
Don’t give too much of your life to trying to control (ie politics, other people...).

How to do this is of course hard. Meditation helps me. Relationships. Balancing my consumption of news. Staying away from histrionic people that drive that anxiety (read Twitter). Taking a break from that which bothers me (developing hobbies and other interests).

Even as I get older I increasingly have a sense that all attempts to control will be resisted by others. Even when you have their best interests at heart. People willfully, sometimes ignorantly make their own big mistakes to resist being controlled. Sometimes though we’re not as smart as we think we are. This applies to so many situations, including work, politics, and parenting!

In work situations I am conscious more and more of wanting to lead by following, stepping back, let other people be in charge and get the glory. It’s really the most sustainable path for a sane life. Instead of doing, teach. Instead of teach, listen to other people’s wisdom. Paradoxically by being silent and non-action can sometimes have the biggest impact.

“Paradoxically by being silent I have the biggest impact.”

The impact may not always be positive. In some cases you are uniquely situated to lead, and by turning the opportunity down you create a vacuum for a less savory character to take place and inflict pain onto others.

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This is true, though in many cases it's like 80-90% lead by following (w/ great people). 10-20% have a deft touch and show/create vision out of the team's raw material of ideas and inspiration
The twitter & politics seem so true. This is a little goofy but I’ve gone to lengths like journaling my mood to “prove” the wisdom of this for me, but old habits yadda yadda. Do you remember any kind of “inflection point”, was it a habit you broke or a natural proclivity or “aha” moment? I’m interested in the sausage-making of how people acquire this wisdom :-).
The 2016 US election and me pouring endless energy into Twitter arguments with Trump supporters.

Eventually too I read a lot of History about divisive times, and it showed me a lot of tragedy, much worse than what we're experiencing now. But also bounce back from that tragedy. You learn through life (and History) that Politics is relentlessly cyclical. Those that attempt control, even well intentioned, are ultimately resisted and replaced by the next regime that tries to take control, on and on...

That's not to say I don't vote. And I think you could meaningfully participate in the Political process out of a sense of duty or service. Like actually volunteering for a cause, etc you believe in. But don't waste your precious time on Twitter on Cable News outrage cycles that’ll just make you mad with zero impact on anything

I wrote an article on this: https://softwaredoug.com/blog/2020/08/06/political-twitter-o...

Bounce isn't quite the right word. A nation is built slowly and destroyed quickly.
> Even as I get older I increasingly have a sense that all attempts to control will be resisted by others.

You sound like a crazy person. Have you been diagnosed with NPD?

I really wish I could do this. SadlyiI constantly feel like if you don't try to take control, someone will take control of you.
Try to eat well. I had no 'dietary education' from my family (basically it was an "eat what you like, when you like") and at 44 I fiscally felt so bad that I went to my doctor saying "I need to be checked as I think I have something really bad". I went through a number of checks and I was fine. This was also worsened as I am not obese, so I did not connect in a first instance my feeling bad with my eating habits. I decided to loose some weight and I put myself on a quite silly diet since few months now. I am eating mon-fri one time every 24 hours. Basically I have a meal a day (a dinner) and any junk food or sweet has been banned. I have lost weight (and I'm still loosing about 800/1000 grams per week) and I feel great now. My second advice is to pick a job which aligns with the things you enjoy doing. This will not necessarily lead to money, but still you will enjoy it. Consider we work the majority of our time.
> I am eating mon-fri one time every 24 hours.

That is not a good idea. Eat at least twice per day to moderate insulin and other hormones.

The best advice I've seen is, "Eat what your grandmother ate."

Then avoid HFCS, and you're good.

There is nothing silly about this “diet”. Don’t let anyone make you feel bad or silly for it. This is how humans evolved. There are dozens of health benefits to eating once per day (or less). We are chronically over fed and under nourished. Fasting or OMAD like you describe is about as close to a cheat code for life as I’ve found.
Thank you for your comment, appreciate it
I would add that healthy diet is not something complicated. I wish I know about it much earlier.

Here is the basic concept: https://www.hsph.harvard.edu/nutritionsource/healthy-eating-....

Just split your plate (approximately of a hand size in diameter) on 4 parts: 2 parts vegetables, 1 is protein/meat, 1 is for carbs (should not be overcooked, just slightly undercooked to not transform it into fast digesting food). Spoon of healthy oils.

Thats it, 3 times per day. Nothing more, nothing less. Here is my diet for the last couple of months and this is the most impactful thing to the quality of my life besides walking every day at least an hour.

Do you get it that he said his diet is silly to avoid people trying to explain him how to diet, right? But nobody fasting really believes that eating 3, 4, 6x a day is the right choice. Even more with 3 servings of carbs (one fully digestible, 2 not).
When I was younger, I could skip most of the homework because I learned enough during class. The mandatory assignments were sometimes finished quickly just before I had to turn them in.

I didn't get the necessary practice and discipline to do independent work unless I did it for fun. This had to be learned the hard way when I grew older.

I had a similar experience.

Please don't praise kids for being "smart", teach them that putting real effort into something will pay off.

You need to do both. Don't be that stereotypical Asian parent, pushing and never praising.

It works only sometimes, and the kids will curse you for their empty, wasted in third, life.

Just because you don't praise kids for being "smart" doesn't mean you can't praise them for their actual accomplishments.
That's what I was trying to say, praise kids for their actual accomplishments.
Same. In my experience, the relatively smart people in school who worked hard had more successful lives than the even smarter kids who didn't.
How do you define success?
In the context of my comment, better jobs. Doctors, lawyers, and proper engineers and such. Basically, the kids who worked harder excelled in college and stuck with it.
Older people THINK they can remember what it was like to be young.
I've posted about this many times here and so have a lot of other people: If you're suffering from any chronic aches or pains especially back pain or RSI it may be TMS (though only a doctor can tell you that but you need to be informed).

The internet and medical community is full of misinformed people who will fill your head about how a pinched nerve or a slipped disc can cause you immense pain and some doctor may even put you under the knife. But at least read about TMS before you do something drastic.

See tmswiki.org (not my site) for hundreds and thousands of people who have recovered from decades of back pain after spending hundreds and thousands of dollars but never realized it could be simple TMS which doesn't cost a dime to fix.

I'm amongst one of these people and after nearly suffering for many many years did someone on hacker news posted about it and that comment changed my life literally. Pain is all I could think about back then and it interfered with my work, relationships, life. Just reading Sarnos book got me halfway there. Then daily exercises and watching hundreds of testimonials on YouTube made by common people helped me more.

What does TMS stand for?
as others have said, tension myositis syndrome. The theory is supressing uncomfortable thoughts results in the body instead trying to communicate them as pain.

I personally think its quack science, but it seems to work for some people, so that is what matters.

I can only attest to back surgery being very, very risky and yet pushed as the obvious answer to severe back pain. An acquaintance of mine had failed surgery for a pinched nerve and his life went downhill fast.
I had persistent idiopathic back pain in my 20's. The cure was abdominal strengthening exercises, and better attention to posture.
Physically, my best advice is to take good care of your back and your teeth.

These 2 things can make a huge quality of life difference once you are past 40. I would also add your eyes, but there is not a lot you can do about that one! Almost everyone needs reading glasses by 40. Glasses suck, but you get used to it.

Psychologically, the best I can say is to forgive yourself for any stupid things you did when you were young. Try to be as kind to yourself as you would be to others. I think of this as the "inverse golden rule." Really important as you get older, because regrets and self-doubt pile up otherwise.

Agreed on all accounts. Fighting your teeth, back, and weight sucks. You can't undo the damage of neglect to your teeth
One thing I'll add to this is to take care of your hearing. Some age-related hearing loss is inevitable, but you can reduce the amount of hearing loss you'll experience by minimizing your exposure to loud sounds.

How loud is too loud? A rule of thumb is that if you walk around with earbuds and can clearly hear a podcast while standing next to a busy street, it is loud enough to damage your hearing.

Hearing loss is a risk factor for dementia. As people lose their hearing it becomes harder to engage with their friends and family which speeds cognitive decline.

I agree and think q-tip use has damaged my hearing considerably over the years.
The ear canal is surprisingly delicate. I started ocean swimming recently, and was surprised to learn that I was developing "surfer's ear" -- a buildup of scar tissue. The damage is cumulative, and if you let it go past a certain point the only fix is surgery.
The sea water was causing scar tissue? I’m confused.
I'm guessing air trapped in the ear canal can cause stretching damage when under water?
Judging from experience with my own ears, cold is the primary irritant.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Surfer%27s_ear:

Irritation from cold wind and water exposure causes the bone surrounding the ear canal to develop lumps of new bony growth which constrict the ear canal. Where the ear canal is actually blocked by this condition, water and wax can become trapped and give rise to infection

And don’t be afraid to wear earplugs. I used to commute via public transit with 25db earplugs in, to protect my hearing. It reduced my stress significantly to boot.
Would you mind to recommend a particular one to buy?
Not in particular. Earplugs are well regulated by the dB reduction they offer, the only other thing that matters is going to be fit, which is extremely personal. I’d recommend going with cheap disposable ones, since they tend to get pretty gross easily.
Active noise cancelling is great to be able to hear a podcast (or whatever else) where it's noisy without having to increase volume.
My eye doctor told me something very useful about 20 years ago, when I was in my early 20s.

He told me not to wear my glasses unless I had a headache. He said that your eye has muscles and they need workouts like the rest of your body. So I basically never wore them.

I was just on the cusp of needing a prescription back then. He gave me glasses because insurance covered it so why not he said. But then gave me the advice above.

I’m 43 now and can see just fine without glasses. My prescription has been stable for 20 years.

That's a good way to get a headache that never goes away. Be careful.
Found a 20 year old copy of my first prescription.

Identical to my non prism glasses.

My advice, if your head hurts, there is a reason for it. And it probably matters.

I'm not certain that's sound medical advice (in fact, my intuition leans on it being bad advice)
Not wearing your glasses is a terrible idea if you have astigma (eye ball deformation).

If I let my eye muscles work, my vision would actively deteriorate.

your day will likely come, unless you're a -2.50 or so. you can almost figure out a person's age by their ability to accommodate (vary focus)-- there are graphs out there (https://qa.healthtopquestions.com/41365/presbyopia-age-chart). You may have a longer go w/o readers if your starting point is a little more minus. You should wear your glasses if you need them-- fatigued, unable to see, need to see. Nothing permanently bad happens if you wear them all the time or not at all, you'll just be blurry or strained.
'Almost everyone needs reading glasses by 40'

I think it's more like 45 than 40.

I'm 45 this year. Bought my readers this year. Checks out.
I'm the opposite, I have increasingly failing sight long distance but my shortsightedness has no signs of showing. I'm curious when I'll need bifocals, and whether it's possible to wear long and short vision contacts, one in eye, and wait for my brain to adjust.
You must be myopic, and your optimal distance of your optical system is naturally at near. If so you may not need bifocals at all. Think of your distance glasses power as making up for how much your optical system is off by to be focused at infinity (distance). A person with a minus prescription has excess power and naturally focuses nearer targets. A person with -2.00 power glasses is focused best at 1/2.00 = 0.5m which is a nice reading distance. A person not requiring glasses ("0") is focused at infinity and has perfect distance vision. For such an eye to focus up close the lens/ eye muscles work to increase the power (fatten the lens) until near is in focus. Unfortunately this ability to accommodate steadily decreases w/ age, noticeable at 40yrs old. Those who are +3, the focal length is 1/3meters BEHIND your eyeball and you'll need glasses for everything once your natural ability to vary focus starts dropping off. You can figure out your exact focal length (meters) by taking your distance prescription a + b x c, and calc 1/(a + 1/2b). minus in front of eye, plus behind the eyeball. Neat, huh?
1, people don't feel old mentally, they feel like a young person trapped in an old persons body

2, time goes by way faster than you think, blink and you'll quite literally miss decades of your life

advice? don't ever put off until tomorrow what you can do today, the old you is depending on the you now to look out for him/her.

> the old you is depending on the you now to look out for him/her.

This is powerful. Thank you.

"Bomanz let his thoughts drift. The truth was elusive. Stance would not remember the good years. “I guess because people change and we don’t want them to.” He could find no better words. “You start out with a woman; she’s magical and mysterious and marvelous, the way they always sing it. Then you get to know each other. The excitement goes away. It gets comfortable. Then even that fades. She starts to sag and turn grey and get lined and you feel cheated. You remember the fey, shy one you met and talked with till her father threatened to plant a boot in your ass. You resent this stranger. So you take a poke. I guess it’s the same for your mother.

Inside, I’m still twenty, Stance. Only if I pass a mirror, or if my body won’t do what I want, do I realize that I’m an old man. I don’t see the potbelly and the varicose veins and the grey hair where I’ve got any left. She has to live with it.”

“Every time I see a mirror I’m amazed. I end up wondering who’s taken over the outside of me. A disgusting old goat, from the look of him. The kind I used to snicker at when I was twenty. He scares me, Stance. He looks like a dying man. I’m trapped inside him, and I’m not ready to go.”

Experience the benefits of fasting -- it will take care of excess weight and has other benefits.
What type of fasting do you do?
2x 36-hour fasts per week. Its not hard or impressive but still has a big effect.
Second this. Been doing a variety (16:8, 18:6, OMAD, 36/48/72hr) of fasts for nearly five years now and it has been a life changer.

For those interested, check out The Complete Guide to Intermittent Fasting by the Canadian nephrologist (Jason?) Fung.

Also see Thomas Delauer's yt channel. Many good tips there. I do 1x 36 hr/week for abt 1.5 years now.
This is not my advice - I'm 26 - but was given to me at school by a now-retired teacher I greatly respect. It sounds quite wise, and I trust the source.

I paraphrase: "Learn to classify people into three categories: givers, sharers, and takers. Surround yourself with givers. Sharers are also acceptable. Cut out the takers as quickly as you can."

A verbatim follow-on quote: "Takers make a beeline for givers. The needy are always anxious to drain the emotions and finances of those who are givers, before somehow or other they move on to sponge elsewhere, leaving givers to wonder at their own foolishness."

(Edit: apparently people don't want advice from older people to younger people if it's not the older person giving it. I can only apologise. It's the primary piece of concrete actionable life advice I remember that was given to me by anyone more than three times my age.)

This I'm sure resonates with a lot of people, but unfortunately it's sometimes hard to cut out the takers: when they're part of your close friend circle or worse, your family.
It's taken me a long time to craft workable boundaries when you get into the giver - taker situation with someone who is family.

I was having trouble with this once and a wiser friend told me it's perfectly acceptable to say "I've decided x".

So I tried it out, and it seems to work. Some people are much more talented at the right level of response.

Oh, and also: https://xkcd.com/2346/

It's hard not to read "sharers are also acceptable" as either:

1) Be a sharer, but prefer givers as friends

OR

2) Be a taker.

There's always "be a giver to other givers and sharers"!
My experience with aging is that you accumulate more and more injuries and illnesses and heal more and more slowly.

The advice I'd give is to assume that any activity you might ever want to do will be harder next year.

Ride a bicycle and learn C (I've been doing the first for 50+ years and the second for 30+ [0]).

Some skills never go out of fashion.

[0] Personally, I found learning C harder than falling off bicycles.

I am very surprised my C (C++) skills seem to be in demand still - even seems to be a bit of a renaissance at the moment.
Why are you surprised? I have to write firmware all the time and everyone still uses C unless they're dedicated to another language for some reason. I can see being into Rust. I haven't had any reason to use it yet.
Memory safety? Isn't that a reason to use Rust over C, that there are some classes of errors one can move from runtime to compile-time?
I'm not saying there's no reasons to use Rust over C, but I am saying that I'm not surprised C is still highly valued. I was still being forced to use assembly for firmware a decade after I learned C.

I will not be at all surprised if firmware stays in C until Rust has been practical for use in firmware for several years as well. I don't doubt it'll happen, I haven't written a line of assembly for my firmware in a decade either, but consider how many hundreds of thousands of lines of C there are in the libraries for just one target architecture.

It sounds cool and useful and I'm looking forward to it, but every time I start asking around if Rust is worth the effort the answer from people who use Rust a lot is "not really" because my projects aren't big complex firmware beasts. I am not surprised that a firmware developer with expertise in C can easily find work.

> Ride a bicycle

With or without the helmet? Because the opinions are divided.

If you wouldn't ride a bike because a helmet was mandatory, then without.
Be in service to someone or something without expecting anything in return.

For me it is my dog.

Unless you don't like your dog, this ironically just sounds like an excuse for caring about no one but yourself.
I don't understand. Could you elaborate?

How I see it, taking care of a pet usually requires lots of effort and selflessness. You need to make sacrifices and stay consistent. E.g. with a dog, sometimes you have to go for a walk even if you'd prefer to stay at home and watch TV. All this seems to me the opposite of taking care about only yourself.

"My goal in life is to be the kind of person my dog thinks I am."
Losing weight or gaining muscle mass gets harder and harder as you age so the older you get so its important to keep a diet and exercise routine that keeps you at a good condition cause letting go makes things go bad much quicker and takes way more effort to get back in shape.
On the other hand, you should accept that you'll go frail, so it's better to not tie your career to being fit if you can help it.

Unless you earn tons of money and can retire by 40, all debts paid.

If you stay fit after 40, ageism is not going to be a problem for you, as you will always be seen as a senior/reference for the younger.
Make friends. Keep friends. Making new friends get much harder when you are older.
Difficulty in making friends as one gets older isn’t actually a result of age, in my experience. I think as people get older they tend to be in fewer situations where friends are easily made. If you put an older person in, say, college, they’ll make friends just as easily as they would have when they were younger.
To a point, no all nighter benders will be possible or at least easy.

And then you'll find much fewer people interesting, and more people annoying. That's a function of knowing more.

1. Language is just a tool our species uses to act through others, invented as a necessary means to protect and manage children and that has evolved to other uses, but it is a narrow keyhole through which to experience the world, or to express it. Most suffering is an artifact of it, and most joy is inexpressible in it.

2. Regret is almost always about what you didn't do, and rarely about what you chose freely or decided yourself.

3. Understand the effect of compounding in every endeavour.

4. There is no 4.

There is 4 for everyone, called Death. Make sure you'll enjoy it, both the transformative metaphorical one and the literal one.

If you're lucky, you'll stare into it sooner than later and become better for it. (When you're old, it's hard to do anything about it.)

Once you get it, you will know how to live your life to fullest while not leaving a debt and cleanup to others.

This seems like it isn't physically related, but it is: as the years accumulate, it becomes more and more clear that the person staring back at you in the mirror is the one you have to live with most intimately. Do the best you can with what you have, in all things, always. The person in the mirror will know whether it was the best you could, and he or she or they will also know whether you can be forgiven for any given action given what you had at the time. The biggest part of this is unkindness: If you are unkind, that person in the mirror will never let you forget it. You may not spend much time on this when you are young but you will spend a lot of time on it when you are older.
I'm not 'old', but I'm not young anymore either, though I still remember it. My biggest personal gripe is my brain slowly slipping. It's just not as fast as it used to be, and my memory not anywhere as good. I was always a person who could remember everything, even playback full conversations in my head. Now I barely remember what I had for dinner a couple days back.

This has affected my work as I used to just be able to sit and code for hours in Vim as I'd have all the function signatures memorized, but now I spend a lot more time in the docs and have to use a proper IDE. I now write more helpful comments, so I can remember why I did something. Also, I find myself having to take notes to come back to later. I wish it was a skill I'd picked up when I was younger, rather than having to learn now.

I’m experiencing the same thing with regard to memory. I’m not sure the cause. While I used to be able to recite full conversations, tell you the color of the trim of that car I was in one time nine months ago, and tell you the shape of the dust lying on the convenience store counter, etc. I can’t do that anymore. But I also think a lot more about a lot of other things that either didn’t concern me when I was younger or weren’t my responsibility.

Maybe now I can’t remember things because I’m not experiencing them as thoroughly because I’m always thinking about something else. Or maybe I just realize a lot of details don’t matter. Or maybe it’s just age and my brain doesn’t work as well. Or maybe it’s accumulated damage of twenty years of occasional consumption of alcohol.

Yeah, you might be right...maybe we just store so much we start evicting the LRUs so to speak.

One other phenomena I've noticed is that I've begun misspelling words a lot. Not like poor spelling, but using their/there/theyre incorrectly, homophones like fill/feel, or plural is vs plural are, etc. I know these things, it's like my brain goes into autopilot. Probably payback for always correcting people when I was a smartass of a younger person.

> Also, I find myself having to take notes to come back to later.

I rely on notes too. I'm not sure it's entirely due to my memory getting worse with age. It's also that as you progress to more senior or leadership roles over the course of your career, the rate at which you become interrupted by questions or meetings increases, and the number of different issues you need to juggle also increases. I use my notes as a non-volatile memory to save my current mental state so I can resume after these interrupts.

If I'm coding uninterrupted and in a state of "flow", I can still remember details of my code from years ago.

Cartoon about interrupting a programmer: https://heeris.id.au/2013/this-is-why-you-shouldnt-interrupt...

61. Choose your life partner with care.

Three in the morning and a kid with 105 who has been throwing up for a day and you have to decide what to do. A crappy apartment but making a morgage would be a real stretch, no fun for years, and you need to work it out. A job you want but in a place far away from family and friends. These things and many more will be between you and them.

Finding somebody you like, and admire, and who you like to get sexy with, and who has something of the same idea about money as you do, and who wants many of the same things in life, is tough.

I am 47. This Buddhist quote captures the rapidity of life - "Days are long; Decades are short".

Be kind. Really try to be kind. As young person, I am sure you already can recollect a few instances you have been kind; increase the frequency and amplitude of it.

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