It's also a series of small choices that seem even smaller given the situation and timescale. Everyone has their own story, but I've heard this one too many times. Imagine this is over the course of years:
- You feel chemically great due to this pill
- The pill stops working so well
- You find out, despite the scary name, that heroin is basically the same thing as the pill but a whole lot cheaper
- You're hanging out with the people you've met that do the same drug, and one of them offers to IV for you
- You debate it, but end up trying it at home
This is, of course, an oversimplification.
The opioid crisis was so awful because many people got to step 2 without realizing the path they were going down, and when the doctor/dea cut them off, it was easier to go down one step than go back. There should have been massive support in place.
I noticed this too. It unfortunately fits into a general trend of neo-Nazi/white nationalist material being shrouded in obscure, metaphysical language.
I think it generally makes sense to be somewhat tolerant of reactionary views in people who have suffered for class or substance reasons, like this author might have. But this author crosses the line into hateful recruitment, as their other posts indicate.
>Finally, Heroin - by peculiar mechanism - robs the addict of his metaphysical vitality - I am being quite serious. People in the throes of addiction are no longer fully human - in the sense that their capacity to feel, to value LIFE itself or the myriad rewards of living in the world.
These words resonate deeply with me. I watched a person I knew closely gradually descend into addiction - first oxy, then heroin. The particular way in which opioids diminish a man is profound and horrifying
I've recently gone for surgery for the first time in my life, and was treated with the standard cocktail of fentanyl+propofol for anaesthesia, making it also my first time on an opioid (and a strong one at that). The way it works is that you get the fentanyl first, and then shortly after the propofol.
It wasn't exactly pleasant. In fact in the time before propofol kicked me out I even said out loud something to the tune of "Hmm, so that's what opioids are like. I do not like them". It was exactly as the OP describes, you just kind of cease to exist / reduce your presence, if that makes any sense. It was more like the 2001 scene when HAL says that "my mind is going, I can feel it".
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[ 2.7 ms ] story [ 37.7 ms ] threadI don't blame a single person who becomes afflicted with addiction.
- You feel chemically great due to this pill
- The pill stops working so well
- You find out, despite the scary name, that heroin is basically the same thing as the pill but a whole lot cheaper
- You're hanging out with the people you've met that do the same drug, and one of them offers to IV for you
- You debate it, but end up trying it at home
This is, of course, an oversimplification.
The opioid crisis was so awful because many people got to step 2 without realizing the path they were going down, and when the doctor/dea cut them off, it was easier to go down one step than go back. There should have been massive support in place.
Stay safe everyone, please.
Making amends is a step for a reason.
I think it generally makes sense to be somewhat tolerant of reactionary views in people who have suffered for class or substance reasons, like this author might have. But this author crosses the line into hateful recruitment, as their other posts indicate.
Mods: please consider removing it.
These words resonate deeply with me. I watched a person I knew closely gradually descend into addiction - first oxy, then heroin. The particular way in which opioids diminish a man is profound and horrifying
It wasn't exactly pleasant. In fact in the time before propofol kicked me out I even said out loud something to the tune of "Hmm, so that's what opioids are like. I do not like them". It was exactly as the OP describes, you just kind of cease to exist / reduce your presence, if that makes any sense. It was more like the 2001 scene when HAL says that "my mind is going, I can feel it".