A therapist told me that I have an "external locus of evaluation", I had terrible parents who spewed negative comments about everything and were hostile if I disagreed.
My motivation for side projects is generally "this will this be fun and interesting and can I do it without anyone finding out so I can dispose of all evidence if it does not go really well."
Obviously my brain is broken and you don't want to be like me.
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[ 2.7 ms ] story [ 9.6 ms ] threadMy motivation for side projects is generally "this will this be fun and interesting and can I do it without anyone finding out so I can dispose of all evidence if it does not go really well."
Obviously my brain is broken and you don't want to be like me.