The Unproductivity of Daily Life

After being in the SE industry for 4 years I'm starting to doubt the state of my abilities.

I'm unsure if the slow pace of progress and the neverending googling is ever going to come to an end.

Daily I'm experiencing the Dunning-Kruger-effect and the meaningless hours chit-chating on slack doesn't do me any good.

I'm not denying that my issues might be rooted in my lack of skill/IQ and that I might merely be whining.

However, I do have to admit that I am getting somewhat tired of the constant nitpicking to the likes of my tech-stack.

I want the gap between my ideas and the technical implementation to be minimally small. Is that possible?

Does that mean I should cater to the Ruby-community? Python? Elixir? Or even JavaScript?

Maybe this is how things are supposed to be. Maybe I'm just lazy. Regardless, I'm unsatisfied.