What I Can Remember

So. Sometimes we have to admit defeat and move on, roll with the punches and even admit/accept defeat. But I will never forget getting library lunch passes from my homeroom teacher so I could play illegally installed Diablo 1 and age or empires 1 on the library terminals with a few other wonderful nerdy 8th grade colleges. The times of shared phone lines and AOL dialup chat rooms, instant messaging and ARC (attack retrieve capture). To scroll through geocities pages and discover the very indie game Silencer <3. If I could go back I most certainly would. Not only to bring the hard earned lessons of dating and relationships. Or the stock market predictions. But just to be naive and hopeful again. Kazaa! ROFL. I’m not a bad Guy. Just delayed and lost and missed so many opportunities for all the RIGHT reasons. I remember the innocence and justification of being a young digital explorer and I’m fucking grateful for that. No regrats not even one letter!