hestipod

I literally "failed at life" AND at death and am picking up the pieces. I regret a lot, including obviously the attempt as it made every problem I had even worse. It was fear and desperation. I know its a lot to ask of…

I've been struggling a long time. Some of it I admit is self inflicted due to my own weaknesses and inability to move past pain and problems, but most is external and there has been a lot. I have failed to grab securely…